I love him because he loved me, he said it countless times that he loved me more than i love myself.
How did I feel? It was a moment of bliss, a time of overwhelming emotion, I want to thank you so many times because you were there for me, despite my lack of attention. I’m sorry I hurt you and now you have someone who can provide better than me, then I am happy for you. Please hold on to her if you are going to be with her, when you let go of her do it gently.
How do I feel? I feel rejected and hurt but that’s okay, I can’t keep you anymore for so long, love who you can love my dear.
How do I feel? I feel annoyed with myself knowing love was at my doorstep and I didn’t welcome it. I’ve hurt myself and missed my chance of feeling the love I deserve. I may have given you a 2nd chance but I never gave myself a chance. I love you and too soon I lost you. I love you and I want to let you go. I love you so much that I will watch you be happy with someone else just to see you smile even if it wasn’t for me.
How do I feel? In pain of course, watch the one you love drift with someone else is pain. I’ll get past it, just like every challenge I’ve been through. I am acting strong, I know that but its the easiest way to lessen the pain. Maybe I’ll cry about it for some days or laugh my way out. You have done so much already and I was unable to return the favor, you were enough for me, you were perfect to me.
love of my life “It would be a privilege to have my heart broken by you”